so i have been listening to this song all day " did i make you cry, on christmas day" by sufjan stevens. love him. love the girls voice who ever she might be. love that its different. i find it very easy to listen to like angus and julia stone. o how i wish hunter and i had time to make music. i love that were both musically talented, him way more then me i might add.... but its always been a wish of mine.. if only this world was not so busy and crazy and time was not such a precious time. but no more excuses! i am ready to start making my life the way i want, and to do the things i love and accomplishing my goals...

speaking of goals, i accomplished 3 big goals today

number1- create a blog
number2- learn how to crochet
number3- mail the letters on the table that have been collecting dust

have you ever written a letter and never mailed it? i do it all the freaken time. i'll sit there for hours writing this novel by hand and never send it! all the hours you wasted... the tears start to form because your hand is cramping and your thumb is stuck in this awkward position that freezes up.... well the point is writing a letter by hand is a living hell... and why it takes me forever to mail i will never know

i decided i was going to start crocheting. its been a goal for quite some time now... and i finally started today. i think i sat in front of the tv for 5 hours straight watching youtube videos. and didnt get very far :( its hard and my fingers hurt but i am going to make this beanie and headband if it kills me!





good day off from work today... satisfied, now lets dance


p.s i {love} this guy




....im glad i found you.....